2 papers done-2 more to go

I can't wait for this friday's movie-Enchanted!

However,i hear that many people are not going..sigh but they say they'll push forward to sat.Then again,Lw and me can't make it!

Argh..so hard meh to have a class gathering after exams! *exaggerating*
We had English paper today..many left the hall practically 45 minutes after the exam.They are definitely confident to get a high-D as i recalled what Ms.Tina mentioned about leaving the hall.

"To those who wish to leave the hall early before the time ends,i expect all of u to get a high-D aarh?"

All of us [AG5] went inside to the wrong hall, even none of us brought the exam schedule and when we went into the right hall late by 5-10 minutes the exam has already started..luckily it was just English...

there's always a first for everything

Introduction to Accounting 050..that's the first paper i sat today.I panicked last night when i couldn't complete the last question which was so bloody confusing and with the help of LW & Aaron,the 3 of us managed to solve the problem..phew!

I felt they should have provided us with more time for the paper since is 3Q with so many other subset questions..fingers were beginning to froze in the freezing hall some more.

4 more days to go!

me...mua...watashi..

Gosh..its like 2 more days before my mid-sem exam starts and yet i'm unaware of the stress i'm suppose to feel..

Nothing extraordinary happened today so i shall bored u guys to death with this boring post...lolx *scroll down if u wish to continue*

Woke up in the morning to realise that my new camera arrived =)

Its not really the latest but at least its a camera and i've got one now thanks to daddykins..

He claims that its his but somehow deep down i know i'm the one who will end up using it the most since i'm a blogger and a camwhore to the semi-fullest hehehe...
smile! camwhorish..

We were invited to some Hari Raya open house but instead, we went out to have dinner ourselves as a family and then came home..la la la la la that's about my day!

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxTHE ENDoxoxoxoxoxoxoxx

for your eyes only =)

Juls..help me..i Kena bully..haha

so darn cute!!
WAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..................

a better day

Since i'm pass emoing and everythin is back to normal,i realise i've yet to finish all my revision for my mid-sem exam next week..i think i'm D.O.O.M.E.D..

I guess things happen for a reason and God has his ways of revealing His plans in mysterious ways which i seem not to understand,guess not anyone would understand it either.What happened from these few days had made me realised many things and grow from the experience,also mature more specifically in my relationship.Thus it goes the same with my opposite mate-the mister.

I won't reveal here exactly what happened because it wouldn't be fair and also i don't wanna look back at this post,regretting that i've jotted this down.The important thing is that i'm looking forward to the future and starting a new beginning with him..

Time may seem very long for it to pass but i've faith that we can pull this through by building this relationship with the most important essence : love..
That is mostly still hanging deep in heart,reluctant to let go of the memories and presently,what we have now.because of..love.

Since,we kiss,make up,and everything's fine and dandy i can smile happily and gladly without my gloomy days =D
To begin with,he brought me out for lunch after class and then we head to pyramid for the search of my buying me new wallet.

From my previous post,i've mentioned that i needed a new wallet and i seemed desperate to do anything to get a new one..wtf Hence,the search and i finally got back to the same shop and bought a new wallet!

P/S : i used my own money =(
now broke already..need to save money for next friday's outing *winks*

Roxy roxes!!!

broken

Why do u always have to break your promises?
Does it only affect me and my feelings how u treated me?
Do u not care the affection u provide for me?

How can u walk in public,smilling when u know deep down you've hurt me?
I know i don't deserved to be loved this way and yet i continously give in.
Should i still give u the opportunity or give up?
I'm so confused and hurt.

A small matter grows,
Maybe one day my heart will just automatically shuts down,
When u continously to love me one day and dumps me the next,
Will it make a difference anymore?

Disappointed i may feel,
But whatever it may be,
I know i still love u deeply,
Nobody can understand this feeling,

This is how love feels..
Journey of my discovery to love a stanger,
Who turned out to be my one and only love,
For now.



-emotional,fragile,imperfect me-

a silver lining

I'm so bloody stressed out now..so many things to do,so little time..
ish ish..
and yet i'm still sitting infront of the com and blogging..

Had my first Econs quiz today and it was damn fukeroni..she only gave us one minute for each question and then scrolled it down and not go back to the page after she's done with the previous question.It is so frustrating to not able to answer it properly and re-check those uncertain questions although it only carry 5 marks.Those are the littly key marks that'll pull the exam marks up in case i didn't do well in the exam papers..whines*

sigh..and my grandma says i'm getting old since i've not been getting enough sleep and my eye bag is getting darker and darker each day..wtf i'm changing to a monster [runs,screams,yells and high 5 with eu jean]

During my English lesson,i've realised the languange itself isn't what i usually think it is as easy as it seem.I've to go way back to times when i was a child,still learning and correct all my typical grammar mistakes..double sighs!!

And....she announced the class presentation marks.I felt something bad already happenning and it did.When she called my name,she said i got a 4.0 0_____0
I swear for 1 minute i was sitting down and staring blankly at her outta words..

I expected more from myself and yet things doesn't work out as how i wish it to be,owh well its all in God's hand and His plan..i shall accept it gracefully lolx..
At least,i should be grateful because its 4.0/5.0 so practically i got a high distinction for my presentation.Still,i feel i could have done better and not give such a short presentation =(

During the night went to watch Bee Movie with my baby..haha stress relieve one way is to watch cartoons!!that can really allow me to dream and widen my imagination..hehe

Had dinner in Pyramid-new Sakae Sushi..nice place but needs improvement in skills making the Udon..haha we ss and pose abit there before heading to the theatres.

O00O..i'm angelic!!wtf..
me likey..

I thought we were late..hmm did u know there's also couples seats available now??OMG.i'm so sampat..its like been ages since i've been to the cinema in Pyd!lolx..

Darling,thanks for making my day!lurve u for eternity =D

funny sh*t..

my Ƒāv!!

Whatever~

i'm loving this song each and everyday~

signing out*

Juli@

3 minutes

I'm not prepared yet!!oh no..how lar..i can't even do it in front of my parents..everytime i say the first line,I'm all frozen up and my brain just blank out..haihz..

I tried memorizing it and whenever i practice about it,the more i'm freaked out!Will people laugh at me??Will the sound of leg shaking,staring eyes widely,giggling and judgemental thoughts go running through their minds distract me from remembering my lines..owh the pressure!

Since when i was a small kid,i've learnt how to deal with the pressure and nervous breakdown before going public and entertaining the crowds,hoping not to stumble or say the wrong things.However its been like 9,10 years since i've gone up to seek the audience..

Morever,i'm a normal teenager now and sluggishly drag myself everyday to college just cause i've to study a course.No more,yay!its early morning and i'm going to school to learn about A B C D..1 2 3 4..haha..the excitement is gone..

So,everthing is now last minute.Every work i'm doing is all the day before cause i'm telling myself tv is more important..lolz..hanging out with friends come first,and sleep owh my beautiful comfy bed how i lie myself on it and doze off to wonderland..under the arms of my loved ones..wtf

okays okays..i just walk myself up infront of the audience being like the 2nd last,so everyone will definitely pay more attention compare to the 1st person..yeeks*
Clammy fingers and sweaty palms..even when i was preparing my visual aid,my body was practically shivering and i couldn't think straight.My heart was beating so hard i swear i felt it could have just dropped out and i can tell,"teacher,i don't think i can continue cause my heart just fell"

Here it goes....

Damn..i forgot my first line!!ahaha i know..so stupid of me..sigh but luckily i manage to cover it up and make it sound like a sentence??lolz..then things slowly to blend in and words came out naturally.Thank goodness...

After that,my classmates start asking me why do i present with a slang..wtf i where got slang wor..correct pronounciation and different tones to show my expression and to capture your attention ma..i don't have a slang leh..well at least i did capture yours..ngehehehe

If u guys are wondering or maybe u all have guessed what i'm talking about..its my oral presention :the 1st..lolz..even such a short time is enough to make me shrink my balls..wtf literally i mean!

30 days of night

Lunch time :mister and I ate at Eden,food was okay but it was silent and quiet moreover service wasn't that good.

what we ordered?

set lunchies..oogy.mewugooey.jelly cocktail pudding

Dinner time..i met up with my classmates whom consist of Andrienne,Liang Wen and Robin.Most of the other people ffk-ed us at the last minute,what a bummer!All scared to watch the movie.We couldn't even manage to surprise Wilson [yes Wil,it was suppose to be a surprise!!] owh well,moving on...

We ate at a place called Carl Junior,Robin recommended.Burger had a weird smell..haha at least i wasn't the only person who think so.LW also thought about it..ended up i had a small bite then i just ate the fries..hmm never even heard of the fast food place but good try at a new "burger king" like..

Then,Samuel arrived to join us for the movie..lolz and Robin had to leave cause he had to attend a bachelor party.haha wonder what will he do during that night?any strippers?who knows..lolz

Movie was good..damn scary the way the vampires look and how they suck the blood.Worst part and most mind disturbing is the small little vampire girl and how the guy had to axe off her head so that they could stay alive..

The ending was quite disappointing and depressing.In the end,Josh Hartnett had to die in the arms of his loved one after the one final kiss..aww!!

big apple donuts

The donut craze has begun..lolz

Went to pick up JL and CarCar and we head towards to the curve to buy our Big Apple Donuts yummy!!

Once we reached into the parking lot,something funny happened.At first,there was this big volvo XC90 which didn't know how to turn his car properly into the ticket booth to get his ticket.Luckily i wasn't behind the car,so i had the chance to enter to a different booth.

Then,once i pulled out my ticket,i subconciously realise that i was behind that volvo.Suddenly,that enormous volvo reversed..of course i honked lar!!But the car didn't even gave me time to reverse he continued to reverse more..More..MORE!!wtf...

I panicked and of course that didn't helped me much and so my bumper was banged.I was fucking cursing the driver already..The car continued turning left and then parked his car.Ma de..wanna get the parking lot so fast also must give people time to reverse ryte??I followed the car and parked my car behind his car and came down.I ASSUMED he knows he banged my car..

Unfortunately,his wife came down first,jeling me and gave me the -i-don't-know-what-happen look.Then the DRIVER-GUY a.ka the husband came down and just walked towards the mall.Thankfully for JL,she walked over to them and said,"excuse me,did u know u banged our car?"

The man came over and asked what happened and said he didn't know he banged my car.There were scratches on my bumper already.I asked him so how now?He said if wanna settle then if we have the time to go to the mechanic over a small scratch like that,he'll be willing to give me the number.And also then on the spot he said sorry.Fine apology accepted,and i told him i will talk to my parents about it and let him know if anything happens.I asked for his number..

Here comes the climax of the story!!

That wife of his,suddenly barged in between our conversation and started raising her voice at me,yelling like a freaking maniac bitch and said it is impossible that their car could've banged mine.She said that she wanted to measure and show me how impossible it is and she accused me that i heard wrongly.All i heard was the sound of brakes and not the sound of their car banging my bumper.She even said that my car had already so many scratches that a little scratch wouldn't make any difference.

Sometimes i wonder old ladies/rich wives are just plain brain dead or born stupid cause they damn well knows how to talk trash conversations.It is such nonsensical for her to say such words cause it definitely shows that she has never driven a car before.Hello??if my car bang,the sound is so loud i've 2 eye witnesses to testify,the sound of my honk warning and also ur damn sensor.Buy volvo so big but don't know how to listen to sensor..

But of course,i just told her off "it doesn't matter whether its a small scratch or not.Its the fact that u banged my car and didn't apologize and scold me for that?if u apologized firstly and if it was a small matter i might forget about it."Jl even added some "those scratches we made is our problem but the scratches u make,it is definitely your fault how can u say such things?its people's new car!!"

I could see that the lady wanted to said something but she was hushed by her husband.He claimed still that he didn't bang my car and eventhough i didn't believe him still,he's willing to pay if there were any damages.Adding to that,he said many many apologise to me if he were ever wrong.I give face to that man,cause he said he was sorry and i said ok,no problem and took down his number.I even politely called him uncle and asked for his number.But that bloody old saggy bitch just asked,WHATS YOUR NAME??WHATS YOUR NAME??wtf..wanna slap kao that face already*calm juls calm*

[beware of this car]

drama ended..

Time for buying donuts..and we got them after the long queue we had to endure while still raging with madness and anger!!

love of our life ^^
-greedy us-

We decided to have the donuts in Sm's apartment,and then enjoy the view and pool fights we had.I had a great time with my friends..haha it just calms and cools me down.Then after that,we went Uptown for supper..crap talks.f.u.n n.i.t.e

sm's apartment..the human shark!!wtf..

we got attack!!


last pixie taken by bad photographer

spaztic betul wey

The whole morning,i've been feeling sharp piercing pains all over my stomach expecially the upper part(my gastric)..sigh it has never happen to me before,experiencing the pain for almost 3 days straight.

I remember the day when me,Jl & Car were suppose to go out to pyramid by which me and JL reached first.Then she suddenly got a very bad gastric till we had to cancel the outing..aiyo when i saw her in pain,i felt for her cause i understand how it feels like hoping for the pain to go off but it will just subside abit then suddenly hit u when you let your guard down and thinks your fine again..damn kesian when i saw her..luckily after she took the medicine she felt better!*tink*


So,thanks to her story..i knew which specific medicine i'll buy since i've endured the pain since early morning in college.Even when i meet darling in his house,fell asleep there thinking that the pain will go off by itself untill at night i cannot tahan the pain only kuai kuai go listen to darling's advice buy the medicine..hehe i believe in my own body ok that it will fight the pain..aiyak* unfortunately i'm not that lucky.


So,throughout the whole journey darling keep asking me am i okay??He always knew that i'm a weak person*rolls eyes* and also living in my own denial that i'm not cause i'm a stubborn rascal..ma de that's what he always call me!haha..but i feel loved cause he cared..so after i took the medicine i felt slightly better.Reasons??

wahaha..the reward i gave..so lucky ryte??

I was so darn hyper that i decided to do something stupid,go self time my N95 phone camera and did all these 3 things..well could have done more but then darling said i'm fat and he can't lift me up any longer -.- *fucker..he damn thin say lar blame me some more*

see what he means??
ahh..finally my piggy back =D

Mardigraas then Laundry

Saturdays were supposed to be the day where i can relax at home,read my books or watch my tv.But then for the past few days,things weren't just working out for me.I feel so fucking emo,super-duper sensitive and start snapping over things which i normally don't get mad of or rather bother to care.But then it was just this particular saturday when i broke down and said I'm damn emo..whats wrong with me??

Maybe i'm just pmsing..shyt why do girls need to pms?sometimes i wonder why God don't just give guys pms too so they can feel and realize how our hormones change and how bloated we feel,crave for chocolates and then realize in the end we've gain weight.Then,they'll stop complaining/wondering about why girls tak pasal pasal emo..

Luckily i've my girlfriends by my side to keep me company or else i think i'll just go cuckoo and continue pmsing and keep everything inside me till i burst..It feels good to let out to the person who cares most about me and then after that they'll forget about everything and things will become better.

Sometimes i feel like i'm a selfish bitch who needs love and attention..don't i get enought from the mister??sigh..even he's stressed up with his exams coming and still i'm bothering him and picking fights with him..but then again its his fault also.Who ask him not to do consistent study?who ask him to love me so much that everytime i ask for something he never says no?who ask him to snap at me back when all i need is some persuasion and not fights?wtf..i'm damn emo now =.=

Fine..i'll stop becoming emo and blog about the 2days outing i had with Jean,Carrere and Sm which then turn out to be a happy ending..lalalala then i'm now OFFICIALLY unemoed already..wth..

We were suppose to go to Laundry but then when i picked Car,they said change venue to Station1..go there and drink..i thought coffee or what??no...its carlsberg..tower some more!

Sat there and relax..had a few glasses of beer and laugh my head off with them..then we went to Rack to shoot some balls which i mean pool balls..if there were real balls the whole table will then be filled with human blood..lol cause we're not exactly good aimers,might go for the veins.,.shyt shyt sicko wey

picture of the night

So then,the next day SATURDAY...jeng jeng jeng

ahahaha.....

at nite i felt emo larh..what else..don't know don't ask..called car and said lets go club.But then saturday where got ppl go club wan rite?if we go there then later nobody then how??we 2 sahpoh go there like some sad lonely desperate girls who needs to get laid??fuck..its horrible..

then again we still went..

owh yeah...ooolalala we went into Mardigras and then there were so many hot guys and we each got one..hahaha they each bought us drinks and shots and then we ended up in their cars and make out with so passionate juicy kisses!!

THE END....

wahahahaha........wtf

Actually nothing happened..@_@

We didn't get into Mardigrass cause we saw the place and got turned off,so many lalaz and headed to Laundry where we drank Car's Strawberry Daiquiry(bad ones,7atenin9 make better ones) and my Chemicals-4shots..which was damn nice..hahah i got a little tipsy though..

What a great night to end,good company,good conversations and good atmosphere..

FYI i'm not emo already so u all can start talking to me..lol *smiles*