Malaysia’s 50th Independence Day!

Haha suddenly don’t know why so partriotic..wanna go celebrate Merdeka..maybe cause can get to hang out with my friends..hehe

Waited for darling to confirm with me whether ching eu and dicky going out or not..hmm waited until evening still waiting..so I thought plan cancelled larh..stay at home hold a flag and drink with friends only was what came into mind..

While waiting for the answers,my family and I went to pyramid.There was a TOA exhibition,not bad the drawings and graphic design,animation also very chun..haha while waiting for my grandma to do her stuff,we went to look around..there were even people drawing comic faces so cute+_+

By evening,I went home and quickly change cause darling said he’s comin already and the plan is on..so everyone decided to meet in ben’s house..ching eu went to fetch Carrere and meet us there.Once we started our journey on the highway,it was so jam we wasn’t sure we could make it on time.Conversation started.. talk about whips which revolve who else??me n ben..ma-de even Carrere also never help me..ishh..Oh by the way,we are going to the Curve.

the people scandalling behind..
When we reached,we had to park damn far away and walk just to be able to celebrate the kemerdekaan of Malaysia..so patriotic..lolx..haha darling suggested to piggy back me so I wouldn’t feel tired..hmm I turned down the offer of course if that’s what u wanna ask??

Before the clock reach 12.00midnight,we went to Kopitiam to drink first..then met up with the rest of the Gay Clan to celebrate together..mantau halfway walking they gone missing cause there were too many people..

Suddenly out of nowhere,fireworks start to shoot up to the sky..i thought they were suppose to have a countdown??weirdness..haha Ching eu crazy over Fish Leong but then so sayang can’t see her cause the place we reached was the backstage not front..damn sad..

The fireworks were amazing..such a B-E-A-U-TIFUL sight..being in the arms of a love one,watching those fireworks with my close fren around me..hmm missing 2 larh..sayang had to work and sakai Jean went drinking wine with her S.M but didn’t tell us..sigh

darlin and i..

Carrere and me..

Once it was over,we quickly rush to the carpark,scared jam plus I had curfew that night..so darling used this highway as short cut or something..halfway reach Federal got damn a lot of wannabe-Mat Rempit coming from behind..some so semangated bring flag and waving them..darling almost bang them wey..scary feeling..

Came home and then watched a couple of movies..slept at 6a.m..i need to start uni soon or else I’ll turn to shyt..so lifeless..haha 2more days to our 2nd year anniversary =D

Happy Birthday Sammy…

Woke up during lunch time..damn I’m like a piggy nowadays already always feel so tired..must exercise..went out to 1Utama with darling cause we both wanna fix our phone..

In the Nokia service centre,they told me that I’ll be charged cause my phone is AP..i stared at the guy and asked, “AP??The guy who sold me the phone said it was ori??”
I went blank awhile and then turned my head towards darling and realize no wonder our warranty card was different when he drove the way here…and FCUK..i got conned..

Whatever it was,I needed to repair my phone..so after that,darling decided to bring me go shopping cause I said I wanted to buy new sandal..hmm..still thinking of going back to Parade to screw the guy up who sold me an AP phone when he told me it was Zitron.. @$#$^#$%$%
Nasi sudah jadi bubur,can’t go back now and demand for a new phone also la..sigh

Finally I bought my new sandals and a few things from Topshop..ahem..Carrere practically snatch my things and see it..shh don’t tell what I bought k?lolx..fetched her after I came back to Subang back to 1Utama again to attend Sam’a bday party in Itallianies.
our cracker kiss..



birthday boy..

Reached there,place was pretty empty but some of my collmates were there already.The ‘kiam siap’ Peter don’t know why he suddenly changed his look..from a guy who looks like a wannabe dude(with headphones) to a wannabe romantic guy in the movie “Because I said so”,he’s the only one who seems to have changed drastically in physical appearance ONLY..

Lots of credits goes out to Ee Fei who took the effort for sms-ing all of us and enable us to meet up after several months graduating from Taylors.Dinner was so-so but the best part came when the waiters and waitresses made Sam-bday boy stood up,make a speech and try to blow the candle off with a straw only while the cake is being so far from him..However,he managed too..yay..hahaha

happy birthday to sam =)

me and sam..

Once dinner was over,darling called.He said wanna eat ‘lok lok’..felt hungry so dragged sakai along with me..but before that we dropped by Dicky’s house to give him a present we both decided since it looked cute and adorable..came back home tiredz..been going out so much lately just wanna sit at home and read a book =)

Weekends

25th August

Dinner with my old pals..guo heng and wai san.
Had pretty weird and funny chats along the dinner..

Went yamcha with them later in Asia Café..
Met my old college friend..haha Shaun and Wilson..apa la Shaun say wanna go out..when ar??when’s my meal coming..say wanna cook something special for me??
Met a new friend too on the same day,his name is Benedict..lolx..hey if your reading this,I’m still giggling over your name and how you told me what your parents call u..nah just kidding..i’m glad to meet someone new,funny and friendly *smilez* frens 4ever*

26th August

Went for an evening service in Acts Church,by the time the service was over dinner time!Went to Pyramid for dinner in Dragon-i.First time in the restaurant in Pyramid,seems pretty different from the one I went to in 1utama..nice lightings and those hollow stripes curtains..
My mom ordered hot & sour lamian while I ordered hot & spicy lamian..mine didn’t taste that nice so I exchange with my mom..haha delicious dinner
During makan,took ss picture with my grandma..she look so Cina no wonder go that restaurant and eat..love ya Ama!!
Dragon-i

Girls outing*

Woke up in the morning..and went to ben’s house to have lunch with him,hmm things sorta patch up between us and I guess Carrere was right.Both of us can’t keep away from each other,in the end we sure settle things one..

Pleasant day,looking forward towards it..haha miss that sakaiz..went missing for a week..haha gonna see her today with my sayang..

Before fetching Carrere,I went for my appointment..hmm it has been weeks since I’ve done that.I felt the pressure gone and relaxation after massages given to me..woah peace and soothing musics surround me with dim lights and the aroma’s of essential oils..

Once I finished,fetched her and headed to Parade..lolz..went there again cause sayang wanted to shop..i felt wanting to shop too..its SALES now..We had our dinner at Sakae Sushi,nice food there better than Sushi King or Gengki sushi..felt full after that..

Haha..our shopping mission begins!We headed to so many shops and each of us bought a top..It end when I suddenly had an idea of eating marshmallow choc cake..yums^^

Both the sakaiz was reluctant but then I seduced them into thinking how not fattening choc is..it isn’t when u take dark choc..facts that is.Carrere was thinking of marshmallow dip into hot choc and then eating it..lolx..my stomach hungers for choc!!

So we decided to go secret recipe in parade but then it wasn’t there..We then thought of the another on ein SS15..i drove there first before meeting sayang and there wasn’t..Suddenly Carrere thought of it in Starbucks..owh well of all the times she’s worked there now only she rememberes..aiks..its called Rocky Road..

I drove there,wishing when we reach hopefully we’ll find the cake..haha like pregnant ladies.Damn..it was there,so excited quickly order in addition to another Mango Yogurt Mousse and Hazelnut Hot Choco..slurrp…
When sayang reach,she was so tempted to eat the cake rite..haha so ganas we force her to have a bite and she gave in to the seduction.. Rocky road..
Mango yogurt mousse..

Lee Eu Jean,sigh..always ffk us ar..summor suggest wanna play pool after dinner manatau u didn’t show up..hmm apalu sedand sibuk sampai tiada masa untuk kita??

Chen Hwa & Dik Yang’s birthday

Woke up early in the morning,hehe well not that early..had my branch and set out with my mom and sister to kl to run some errands..

By the time we got back,it was already 5 p.m..phew~wat a day..felt really tired and fell asleep while on the way back..came back home rest awhile then ben called me..
He told me to get ready for the birthday dinner they were having for those 2 gays..lolz..

Then I got ready and waited for darling to fetch me..hmm knew he was going to be late so I took my time dressing up..in the end when he reached I was ready too..the plan was to have everyone gathered in his house then move on to the restaurant.

When mostly half of the people arrived,Calvin didn’t arrived yet..so he asked us to wait for him.By that time it was already 8.15p.m.We were suppose to leave by 7.45p.m.Plan changes when u least expected it so we decided to wait for him in Dicky’s house.Took him about an hour to reach there..hmm lots of people were very angry of him.

You can just see it,hear it even especially with Alex..lolz..he got lost during the way to the restaurant..we weren’t familiar with the place so only Dicky and Calvin knows.There were many phone calls made and lots of screaming,even I could feel the pressure and worst thing was darling was the one being pressured..thats why I didn’t scold him or felt angry..just hungry..
Note to everyone : DON’T MESS WITH HUNGRY GUYS!!

We reached at this restaurant called 7ATENIN9..pretty amazing place..classy and exquisite..we went over upstairs to be seated..designs there are pretty remarkable..all the arts there were about eyes,butterflies and etc.Darling keep asking me to take picture with him..guess he suddenly feltl romantic..lol..

the view

Darling ordered spring chicken,I ordered some Cod..dunno what..and the both birthday boys ordered pretty funny dishes..
Chen : ostrich
Dicky: rabbit sausage
Hmm..guess human’s appetite changes lately..meat seems to be the common thing already..wanna go for a higer level of taste. 7Atenin9

Here comes the drinks part..i felt a little curious on how the drink list would be like and I saw the word Daiquiris.. speaking of that I watched this movie Perfect Stranger with my sayang & Victor [nite friend =)]..there was a part which Bruce Willis mentioned about the drink so I ordered Strawberry Daiquiri..sharing it with darling.. Srawberry Daiquiri..

Later once dinner ended..ben’s face started to become red..haha he was tipsy..my baby is high..pretty scared,don’t know how’s he gonna drive back home,gonna be safe or not..sigh..all my fault for ordering that..although I don’t regret it..haha love it!! me & darling..

He drove me back and while on the way,stopped at the traffic light we quickly switched place cause he said he was dizzy..he slept in the car while I drive myself home..lol..we ordered Mcd before reaching my house and decided to spend some time together watching Evan Almighty Again* he looks drunk..

All in all..its considered a nice day to spent with ben..at least I felt this way..

Best day with my darling*

Woke up early..suppose to have Mcd breakfast with ben but then when reached his house,he’s still sleeping..Alamak!!
Pity him cause he look so tired so I decided not to disturb him..went to play com while he’s sound asleep.

About lunch time,he woke up and we went to our usual favourite set lunch diner,Peppercorn.We ordered this fish with cucumber cream sauce.At first I thought..yer don’t know what kinda dish is that but since darling ordered so I follow oni..haha
Once I tried the food..hey it was totally good and felt very full after that.

It was time for him to go for class..but then he said he was lazy.Ish..no matter how I persuaded him he said he wanted to stay and accompany me.I felt touched that he wants to spend quality time with me and yet felt bad cause he missed his class.I guess maybe after all the trials we’ve gone through,he’s starting to understand and be there for me..love u lots baby =p
my baby n me..
Then we went to have a quick yamcha session with Wai San and Daph..lolx..miss that girl.Ever since she has a bf,its like she’s in her own world already..future doctor!We chatted and promised to keep in touch the next time we meet..

Time for a swim..yippee!!
We headed to Holiday Villa where we saw that there was a USJ 13 school function in the Victorian Ballroom..hmm felt curious and wanted to look inside but then darling wanted to swim already.

My darling taught me how to swim..lolx..damn funny wey..all the old people there keep looking at me..felt embarrassed though.
He brought me to the deepest level while hugging me..felt safe everytime I’m in his arms,knowing that he’ll never let me drown.We played this game..whoever can hold the breath longest in the water wins..childish??I KNOW!! But who cares..what’s there to do anyway..

While we were under the water..he suddenly hugged me and kissed me..my gosh I was so shocked and surprised..could even see bubbles..but I feel loved and romantic at the same time..

He asked me to climb on his back then so he could bring me across..don’t know what got into me I kept pushing his head down..ahahah he struggled and I panicked..almost drown!
Luckily I held the little corners and survived..lolx..
What an experience..

We took a couple of pictures and then I headed out for dinner with my family in Tony Roma’s,I even packed back a main course for him after that.. darling and me..

Baby I know we’ve gone through lots of things together.I realized its not easy being with someone you truly care expecially being with a person like me.Yet,each time we fight you’re the one reaching out to me and calm my heart and make me laugh.When u walked out the door,yet u walk back right into my arms.I feel blessed to have you in my life,althought many time’s I’ve hurt your feelings.U have given me love,patience,care,honesty,and everything a girl could wished for..us together..

Love u for
Eternity~

Gonbei,Starhill

Woke up early to send this Sakai Carrere her desperate housewife dvd cause she’s desperate to watch it..lolz..so many dvd she has already still wanna watch summor..

Went for dim sum with Alex,Lun Yao and darling..woah..dunno why today we ordered so many until have to tapau back..ooo I love those “ha kok” a.k.a salad prawn..so nice!!

Wished darling good luck for his tournament tomorrow before I left home..haha hope he won’t be naughty while in Malacca..the last time he came back he got conjunctivitis..ishh gayz with all the dirty guys over there..lolz..

Went to 1Utama with my family to see the home furnished fair or something like that..it was great to see so much creativity in those designs..felt hungry after that..suggested Shogun but then there were so many humas lining up..

It got even better..daddy suggested Jogoya in Starhill.My heart skipped and leaped with excitement..can’t believe it..wanted to eat there since like forever already.now this is my chance!
Reached there..lead the way cause my last prom was there.

Once we arrived at the Relish floor..i like the sound of that..*wink* I had a glimpse of how Jogoya looked like..however there was another restaurant infront of us.The lady was so nice..she even knew we were going to look for that restaurant.She told us that her restaurant serves ala-carte and sets and also had won the “best chef in the kitchen” in Malaysia. in the lift..while walking..nice*creative*breakable*sis n imy beloved best daddy in the world =Dthe happy couple ^^

I got interested plus she’s friendly to us..we decided to try the restaurant..the results-OMIGOSH IT WAS FREAKING DELICOUS I WOULD LOVE TO GO BACK AGAIN..

New member in the family

Woke up early in the morning..fetched my sis and followed my mom to run some errands..came back pretty late in the evening..
While mummy was doing her stuff..i was bored in the car and decided to camwhore..tsk tsk tsk typical me..hehe

Later that went out with ben to yamcha..he’s leaving me this sat to go for his football tournament..another weekend without him..he won 4th place during his last week’s game..not bad considering he was against such strong competitors..

Few days ago,my parents had this idea of buyin my sis tortoise since the last time when we were young we had 2 of it once but we let it go at the lakeview park..now we’re back to inviting our new pets in the house besides Angel of course who’s getting naughtier each bloody day..

Futsal

Had a movie with my darling..we watched Evan Almighty.Powerfull and touching movie..quite humourous as well.Laughed all the way..

At the same time Carrere also watched movie but she watch Rat.a.too.ee..

I might be watching today *fingers crossed*such a cute movie!!Everyone keeps telling me that its the best animation they've seen..can't wait!!

During the night,we went to accompany darling and his frens to play his futsal..haha they were actually against out school..so we supported out school people instead..swt.

He's going off to Malacca today for 2days..ishh his tournament..gonna miss him lots..till then i'll keep myself busy..all the best darling..win back a medal..break a leg#lolz..

Blessing in disguise??9th August

Rough day today,not only did the things I plan to do 2day hadn’t work out but it all turned into disaster..

Was feeling very unhappy,thankfully I’ve Carrere to thank because she was all day accompanying me, distracting me from thinking of the things I don’t want to think..

Although Carrere was looking tired,yet she didn’t really show much to me,keep on showing her smiling face just to make me happy..thanks a lot dear..

During the night..decided not to go for the party but in the end..what the heck!i don’t wanna sit at home and go blank on the bed and complain.Rather do something else..

Puyuh’s bday..took a couple of pictures and sang Happy Birthday song to her..that girl never change since high school wan..always sampat and outspoken.

Certain things happened and I felt devastated..only my closest friends knew what happened..i guess time is all we need to clear things out properly..thanks sayang for the big hug u gave before I left!!

It meant something to me,to go home and took a deep breath and be brave the next day..

Short n simple

Woke up in the morning as early as 10a.m.

Got ready as quickly as possible to head out with my family.

Destination-Setapak,Kl

Purpose-to visit my grandma’s youngest sister,and to have the normal old lady chats with her since its been ages we’ve seen her.

I got the chance to see my little cousin sister,the last time I played with her she was only a toddler,shy and quiet.
Now that I’ve meet her again..things was unexpected.
She was shy at 1st..after that oh my gosh..the nightmare begins.
She is as talkative like a bird,but she’s funny and cute at the same time.keep telling me stories about herself,her story books and how she wanna grow up to be a teacher..lolz.kids these days.

Took picture with her as rememberance..hopefully the next time I meet her she’ll still be able to recognize me *smiles*

A few weeks ago...

Its 2 in the morning,keep having these disturbing thoughts in my mind.Need help…

Been wondering about my relationship,things just doesn’t seem as wonderful as it is now anymore.Sure we still love each other very much..but I feel like I’m always the one trying to keep this thing up and going.

I know that deep down in his heart that he still loves me and will never do anything to hurt me..but he did.Hurt me..

Things he used to do to make the other girl happy doesn’t matter to me cause its now and present..but he just doesn’t seem to be the ideal guy I would grow to love.Reality checks in and it backsfire in your face just within seconds.

Surely every girl would want to find their prince charming and they’ll definitely get one but I realize that it’s the little bits and pieces of hardwork and sacrifices and forgiveness that we need to pour out to gain that everlasting relationship.And it ain’t easy..there’ll be lots of tears..heartbreaking moments..i get it and when FINALLY a great big hug and kiss from the one u love.when that moment arrives,it’ll definitely meant a lot deep in the soul.

Being in my 1st relationship with someone that I truly care about and shared my innermost and deepest secret,things have gone smoothly and rough at the same time.I really cherished the moments we have together but the problem with him is that he’s always burden with things he shouldn’t be and I’m supposed to be an understanding girlfriend.


Talking things out with him is the most difficult part of all.I’m so used to keeping things in my heart and not used to pouring sorrows out to the other person.But when I do or am forced to by him,I usually pray that the other person would understand or tell me that he does and will always be there for me.And also to do better in loving me the next time.Because that’s what I’ve always thought relationships should always be..learning how to love each other and how I’ve learnt how to love him and make him happy but now since 2 years have passed..this love looks like one-sided.at least it is to me..

There are good sides in him,like taking care of me especially when I’m sick..always and whenever we fight I’ll always be the stubborn bitch who won’t pick up his call and yet he’ll drive all the way to my house just to say how sorry he is,when I made a mistake instead of scolding me for ruining his car he’ll laugh and hugged me and assured me that its ok.He’d rather allow me get mad of him and yet gaze at me lovingly knowing that in the end I’ll end up laughing at myself and smacking him.These were just the good times/fights we have.

Sometimes,I wish love life would be as romantic and lovely in the movies and lived happily ever after.Yet again,without the pain and hurt and healed wounds,there wouldn’t be any stronger love and understanding between each other..and comes the word “for better and for worst”.Its these moments when u finally found the right person..

I wished and gaze longingly afar sometimes that things would change for the better..i would be appreciated more and he would express his love more in actions not by words to me..wishes that is hoping to come true…I miss u darling!

~when your gone-Avril~