Friday Nite,27-04-07

After college,the plan was to meet Carrere and Ching Eu so the 4 of us can have yamcha in the afternoon.Ben and I waited for them until 1hour still there was no sign of them.They arrived with a surprise gift..Lee Eu Jean.That girl have been M.I.A for such a bloody long time.It was like the first time in ages I met her.

We decided to yamcha nearby at Tanjung Bistro.Well as u can see,girls just can’t stop talking especially when they meet their own best buddies.We chatted,crapped and laughed hysterically until we lost track of time.When we realize,it was already dinner time.We went back so Ching Eu could get his car to fetch his sister while we go and fetch Liie and meet back in ben’s house.

Sometimes,things just doesn’t go as we plan.Most of all we won’t know what is going to happen next.This incident made me realize that anytime,anywhere and anyhow God could just grab and take our lives away from us.I think its time that I should start being a good girl U_U.

Ben suddenly had a call from Ching Eu that he got into an accident when we had a stop-by at Jean’s house.Before she managed to change,we had to rush to the place to help him.It sounded really bad on the phone because we heard that he hit onto a TRAILER…yes I know his little Tiara car and a TRAILER..imagine how bad the damage would have on his car.Thankfully he was not hurt..
He look so worried..

Camwhores ^.^

The 2 pat girls +.+

The damage~

Apparently,those 2 Sakai’s had thought,”If I were to sit in his car just now and followed him,I would be screaming for help or maybe you guys can’t see me anymore?Would u cry for me if I die?”haha..definitely we will..i think..maybe..maybe not..i dunno..haha..

After the whole drama,I noticed that Ching Eu look traumatized and worried..so we decided to cheer him up and we went for dinner..well Liie followed too..somehow somewhere she met us halfway..hehe

During the dinner they took opportunities to camwhore while I was busy digging into my food..i was freaking hungry ok?haha..well no pictures of myself this time but pictures of the other 3bitches I known for so many years and I f*cking love ‘em..love that phase!

Ss-ers*Them at Peppercorn :)

Saturday 21-04-07

Today was a horrible day to start with..had a strong feeling in my gut that it wasn’t going to turned out well but I ignored it and continued with my day.In the end,true enough it was my worst day ever.

Never in my life have I felt that miserable, excruciating pain in my heart that I burst out crying in front of ben.I guess he had never seen me cry like that before all these time with me.I just couldn’t hold the tears that were screaming to flow out.The unbearable burden I felt just made me cry even more and even worse.Nobody could understand what I went through and the most person I needed was my mom and she wasn’t there.

Definitely ben was there for me,holding my hand and hugging me the whole time I cried.I guess I could say it was my most embarrassing moment ever.But fcuk it..i just can’t stand it anymore.However,i felt the love he had for me and times when he keep saying that he’ll always be there to take care of me no matter what happens..really touched my heart!

Moments later,called my mom and told her what happen.She was very encouraging to me and supported me the whole time.”Take deep breaths,blow away all the sadness and start fresh.Whenever u feel down,just pray to God and he’ll take away your sorrows and give u strength”,she said.That’s what I’m going to do and I’ll make something I’ve decided come true.

Jack's Place

Woke up late again at 2p.m,due to imsonia slept at 6a.m..ben had to wait for me to get dressed so we can have lunch together.Ended up ate at my house since he was too hungry waiting for me to get ready..haha too bad!

We spent time together over at his house chatting with his friends over some problems that we knew happened..its just so childish how oneself can be..OVERSENSITIVE AND OVERRACTTING??Some people should just get a life rather than finding targets and put them on such a difficult spot ending up getting all the blame on the friend..so much u called for friendship.

I’m trying to hold on to those fingers not to write such evil thoughts and reveal those bad doer’s actions.Somehow I feel my friend wouldn’t like the idea of that..I shall stop now..sorry u can’t get the juicy-ness of the story!

Went for dance class,met a couple of new dance mates..pretty cool they can really bounce and the beat they have..AWESOME~While waiting for those 2crappers,Su yan and me bought hairbands..its soo cute..we’re both gonna wear them in college on Mon..

During the night,met up with Liie & Carrere for our usual dinner at Jack’s Place.Been really busy all of us,now’s the time to catch up.Bloody hell..found out that Jean went to Genting and didn’t tell me..FFK-ED us summor..sigh..now its 3sakai’s not 4 anymore..well just for tonite..Jean,hope u have a good reason not to mssg me..haha grr~
Dat girl ask 4more sour cream sauce!!

*Candid

Took pasta-Bolognese Spaghetti for dinner..took a couple of pictures with them..we were trying so hard well its just Liie actually to do this pout kiss pose till the table next to us a guy kept looking over us and smilling..BTW he’s kinda cute too..i think..

mua fOod...
my girlfrens*

We left with a heavy heart..sigh gave a threesome huggies and we’ll wait till next week to have our weekly dinner..*butterflies*

3.23 a.m..chatting with carrere and a good fren(annoynamous).Looked through some stuff and found few pictures which I feel I should share with u guys..its very funny-cute-adorable and sweet..Its some pictures my friends took when they went to Redang Bay..check it out!

Song in mind-“Girlfriends”AVRIL LAVIGNE

Wednesday..

Woke up late today,thanks to Michelle’s sms that I could wake up or not would have slept the whole afternoon.Saw the clock and I knew I was going to be late to meet Kath and Michelle..haha true enough they said.Felt really bad to change our outing dates so many time,they said I’m hard to date and I wonder why would they say so since I seem so free all the time.Maybe its cos my dad’s back and we have like family dinner a lot lately..

I got my new spectacles today..its frameless and its from NIKON..got don’t know what made from titanium so u should guess how much it cost.Found out that it had been 4 year I’ve been wearing my old spectacles,now that my astigmatism has increased slightly I’ve the chance to change a new one..

Me wif specs~

Came back from Subang and brought my dog out for a walk..maybe its fate that I found this or maybe u can say its just plain coincidence.Whatever u may think I’ll say its very sweet and heartfelt.I’ve never seen such thing done by any guy/girl lately or at least at this 19th century.Brings me back to the time u know that “Adolweiess” movie where its all about love and rhythm to your heart.

Ok..not to suspense u guys anymore..its not anything obscene its just a LOVE TREE!!haha maybe u may say I’m sampat or wat..but I’ve never imagine someone would actually carve their love signature on a tree REALITY CHECK rite..i mean girls would think its childish..and guys would think it isn’t manly so…WTH..i found it.

17/06/2007

I don’t know why but I’m such in a mood to blog..maybe its just the holiday or maybe its just me.Blogging starts to interest me back again after all the stress I’ve gone thru..

Well..I brought my dog for a walk today in the evening which my bitch would think that I’m a good owner..rite??It has been weeks that I haven’t done what I was suppose to do and I always get that sad,pitifull look whenever I drive out and tell her goodbye..its just so sad to see that look..get what I mean?

Anyways..after her evening walk my parents called and told me that we’re going to have dinner at the old Subang Airport,Lala Chong for seafood..yippie!!My favourite food..seafood..anybody who loves it I’ll recommend u to that place.

Being old as my parents..i don’t mean to say that my mom is old..hehe well she’s young and still working it..*winks* she forgot where they parked they’re car,worst thing was they thought the car was stolen *smacks*It ain’t normal for them to loose a car and forget their parking place..Thankfully with a little..faint rememberance from my mom after she sat down and THINK..then she remembered that all the parking atmosphere were the same..can u say an AMEN!! Haha..PARENTS..CAN’T LIVE WITH THEM,BARE WITH THEM!!

When they called to let me know..i was afraid I can’t have my food..i know I’m glutton..can’t help it..hehe but we managed to drive there though..and we ate FOOD!!SEAFOOD!!

Ostrich meat~eaten before?

It's prawns but i've no idea y it looks like dat..

APRIL 11,2007-WEDNESDAY

Early in the morning,I woke up with tiredness overwhelming me and yet I push myself up just to attend my Chemistry tuition..yes A-levels too have tuition..i’m a girl who needs help…

Last nite at 2a.m Ju han smsed me,asking whether I’m free to have lunch because Wang Sheng is back..so we can meet up and have a chat..i agreed considering the past year I’ve been blowing him off on all our yamcha’s..I told myself I’ll be there since I’m having a holiday.See Ju han I made it..i didn’t blow u off this time right?Was quite fun and exciting to hear crappy stories from both of them..they have so much to talk about..i didn’t have a chance to talk..haha big crappers!

It was a tired day for me..no energy to do even a single thing..came back home after buying my Angel’s toys and food.Right after I came back,I unleashed her and guess what?She ran towards the flower pots where there’s small frogs and she ate one..yes it was freaking disgusting.I saw it with my own eyes the frog’s leg dangling out from her mouth.Well,animals..can’t change them just love them : )

Oh in case u readers out there wondering why am I putting out dates of my blogging,FYI I’ve no internet access yet so I just blog accordingly and when I’ve the time I’ll just post it up.Bare with..pray that I’ll have access soon..its so social suicide without internet..

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April 10, 2007

Today was a change for me.I had made a decision to re-highlight my hair.It has been 2 tries which I’ve made to change the colour of my hair,in other words un-virginise my hair J

The last time which I made a decision to do that it turned out really horrible which people start calling me lookin like a la-la..how hurtfull was that.This time I’ll risk the chance to try it again.. *finger crossed*

THE RESULTS














Before

After deep breaths…….can u notice the colour change?yay…the highlights are gone!!
Now I’m a girl with curls and new hair colour ^.^

I was cleaning my stuff during the night and I found an old, meaningfull birthday present I got from an old friend of mine,Guo Heng.I’ve always and still feel very touched everytime I read this wonderfull sweet poem he wrote for me on my 17th birthday..just made my day complete.Its origininally hand-written by him u see,so no copyright whatsoever.If your reading this now Guo Heng..come back soon we miss u..

Birthday Boy*

Today's the day when Benjamin Teo Chia Teck a.ka my darling turns 19 years old and i got him a birthday surprise..haha a birthday cake..yay!!

Unfortunately i couldn't celebrate with him on Sunday nite cos i gotta go midvalley accompany my mom to shop.But i was able to get him his birthday gift too..he celebrated it with his gay frens of course..wish he had the greatest time without me..ehhe.. wtf..haha must he wear dat so bloody tight!!
Ok..please ignore that wedding picture on the front cover cos it's so not wat i'm trying to imply here.its just wat i bought the picture is already there..so yea..isn't it the perfect gift?i know i'm syok sendiri here but who cares..i even made effort to even do the captions and put it with the pictures themselves in it..haha *pats*

April 7, 2007

Its an Easter day for young adults service which mean young girl/guys like us to attend the church service.It resembles the day where Jesus Christ resurrected from the dead on Friday when he was crucified and layed his life for us,sinners

Me and ben was suppose to attend the service but due to unforeseen circumstances we couldn’t make it but luckily we have Sunday so we decided to go the next day.It was already too late for us to drive all the way to church cos by the time we reach there it’ll be the time when the drama’s/plays are ending.

So,we adjourned our trip to 1Utama..where we thought we could catch a movie..As naïve we could be it didn’t come to our senses that on a Saturday night,many people will be lining all the way up for tickets.Sigh..all I wanted was to watch a movie..darn it..Movies like STOMP THE YARD *thumbs up* Meet the Robinson,The Reaping *chills* Mr.Bean holiday..all those movie’s I’ve not catched up to watch due to trials L

We then thought of having ice-cream.We haven’t had our moment of sharing ice-cream together..and enjoying the moment time together..We took this 6 types of ice-cream-choc chip,2belgium choc,rum raisin,mango & tiramisu,with strawberries and they had decorated the plate with love-shaped syrup..how sweet!!

Juz us*

our ice-cream